It has been for a while now I have been stressed. I haven't managed to let it instead I have been bottling it up since I am held up with work and I haven't even had time to unwind. It's so frustrating at times but sometimes pretending to have no emotions is a nice thing, you go through your day smiling and pretending nothing can break you. It's hard cause it's all a show.
The barbeque idea sounds really good. I don't know the last time we had one. With the ongoing pandemic no one really wants to come out and end up being sick. I want to have it even if it's by myself.
Listening to music is a nice things. I love to meditate on it occasionally though, I haven't been to my place since all I do at my parents house is sleep and wait for the next day to attend work. Sometimes feeling pain can be good. I love running til I cannot anymore.